亲 爱 的 陌 生 人
与此同时 搬到科斯塔的英国人仍在继续工作 Meanwhile, work goes on for the Brits who've relocated to the Costa.
在阳光下经营酒吧是典型的英国梦 Running a bar in the sun is the classic British dream.
不过它容易变成一场噩梦 It can easily turn into a nightmare,
然而麦克斯菲德的加里和切丽做到了 他们的竹制酒吧很成功 but Gary and Cherry from Macclesfield have made it work. The bamboo bar is a success.
（大楼内火警警报声）
「电视上播放的音乐： The Power Of Love - Frankie Goes to Hollywood」
-你好 -你好 -Hello. -Hello.
我瞥见你在街上看我 I saw you looking at me from the street.
我见过你很多次 低着头进进出出 I've seen you a bunch of times coming along with your head down.
那个警报 总有一天会变成真的 One day it'll be for real, that alarm.
我们是这儿唯二的活人 不敢相信 We're basically the only ones here. Can you fucking
这楼连保安都没有 believe that? I mean, they haven't got security guards yet.
我是哈里 I'm Harry.
亚当 Adam.
嘿 Hey.
你怎么对付的? How do you cope?
-对付…什么? -仔细听 - With... what? - Listen.
太寂静了 外面就是伦敦 我们却什么都听不见 It's so quiet. I mean, London's out there, but we can't hear a fucking thing.
我会放音乐 但放完后却更显空虚 我甚至还买了一个.. I play music but it's worse when it ends. And I even bought one of those, um...
白噪音机 但它就像是 uh, white-noise machines. But it's like
房间的角落里有人在低声议论我 there's someone in the corner of the room whispering about me.
我们连开窗都不行 And we can't even open the windows,
我想是因为 but I guess
他们怕我们跳下去 they don't really want us to jump.
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这样房子会掉价 It's hard for business, you know.
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喝吗? Drink?
日本威士忌 It's Japanese.
大家说它是世上最好的 我也不懂为什么 It's meant to be the best in the world, but I couldn't tell you why, so...
-不用 谢谢 -好吧 额.. -No, thanks. -Okay, um...
好吧，我可以进来吗? Okay, how about I come in anyway?
如果不想喝一杯的话.. If not for a drink, then...
你想做别的也可以 for whatever else you might want.
我觉得这样不太好 I don't think that's a good idea.
我吓到你了吗? Do I scare you?
不是 No.
如果我不是你的菜 你不用做什么 Well, you don't have to do anything if I'm not your type.
有吸血鬼在我门口 There's vampires at my door.
（外景：郊区房子，1987年）
（汽车急刹声）
嗨 Hi.
我觉得这样的夜晚，来点烈酒应该不错 I thought something strong might be good for a night like this.
不用 谢谢 No, thanks.
我们可以回了吗? Shall we go?
回哪? Go where?
她看到你一定会高兴得跳起来 She's gonna be over the moon to see you.
猜猜我在公园游荡时发现了谁? Guess who I found loitering in the park?
是他吗? Is it him?
肯定是他 Oh, yeah, it's definitely him.
看他的眼睛 Look at his eyes.
没错 就是你 Yes, it is you.
嗨 Hi.
别傻站在那 Don't just stand there.
快进来 Get yourself inside.
那你现在住哪里? So where are you living now?
肯定不是在这附近 Not round here I'm sure.
我住在伦敦 I'm in London.
哦 那还挺好 Oh, how fancy.
-位置在哪儿 -你一个人住吗? -Whereabouts? -Do you live by yourself?
你有自己的房子吗? Do you own your own place?
呃 对 是一间公寓 Uh, yeah, it's just a flat.
我就知道 What did I tell you?
我是怎么跟你说的来着 What did I tell you?
我告诉过你他会过得很好 不是吗? I told you he'd be doing well for himself, didn't I?
生活在烟雾缭绕的市区开销可不小 Can't be cheap living up there in the smoke.
你靠什么谋生? And what is it that you do?
我是个作家 I'm a writer.
你瞧我是怎么说的来着 And what did I tell you?
但我不是什么大作家 不算特别富有 No, no, no, I'm not particularly rich though, not really.
我一直知道你富于创造 No, I always knew you'd be creative.
你是哪种作家? What kind of writer are you?
你知道我有多爱斯蒂芬·金 You know how I love Stephen King,
魔女卡丽、厄兆、四季奇谭 Carrie, Cujo, Different seasons.
严格来说我不能算作家 No, no, no, I'm not a proper writer.
我给电影写剧本 I write scripts for film,
必要时也给电视剧写 TV when I have to.
剧作家 A writer.
天哪 这太令人兴奋了 God, this is so bloody exciting.
如果我认识邻居 我会跑过去 现在就告诉他们 If I knew the neighbours, I'd run over and I'd tell them right now.
我总是说 作家对现实世界的了解比任何人都要少 I've always said that writers know less about the real world than almost anyone else.
你又懂什么? What the hell would you know?
你连单词都写不全 You could barely write joined up.
说得没错 It's true.
剧作家 A writer.
我们的儿子 Our son.
看你过得很好 我们真高兴 We're very bloody pleased to see you doing so well.
来 Here.
不多废话了 Enough of that poofy stuff.
我们的儿子回家了 Our boy's back home.
你要播哪张? What are you putting on?
待会就知道 Oh, you'll see.
你还记得你开的红色小车吗? Oh, do you remember your little red car that you had?
你超爱它 闹着要把它.. You loved it and you wanted to take it
开到马路上 和那些大车一起开 out onto the main road and drive it with all the big cars.
这也是我最早的记忆 It's my first memory, actually.
撞到他的是一辆福特千里马 对吗? 不 不对 It was a Ford Granada that hit him, wasn't it? No, it was.
是一辆绿色赛车 It was racing green.
你还记得吗? Do you remember that?
它把你像玩偶一样甩出去 It flung you like a rag doll.
你飞得那么高 我至今难忘 You went so high up in there, I'll never forget it.
不过你没事 Oh, but you were fine, though.
你当时没事 只有几处瘀伤 You were fine. You had a couple of bruises.
我带你去医院的时候 他们还以为我在夸张 I think they thought I was exaggerating when I took you in.
还记得你弄丢他的那个篝火夜吗? What about that one bonfire night when you lost it?
还记得吗? Remember that bonfire night?
你当时多大，六岁? How old were you? Six?
不是 他那时比六岁大 No, he was not. He was older than that.
烟花炸开后 When the fireworks went off
可怜的孩子 就开始尖叫嚎叫 Poor boy, he started screaming and howling.
我不得不一路背着你回家 I had to carry him all the way home.
-是吗 -没错 -You did? -Yeah.
还在我肩上睡着了 Fell asleep on my shoulder.
我不记得了 I don't remember that.
你那时真是吓呆了 You were really beside yourself.
那段时间可真难挨 You were really having a hard time.
我们当时只是想让你享受焰火表演 And I was trying, we were just trying to get you to enjoy the fireworks.
你一直都是个敏感的男孩 You've always been a sensitive boy.
你现在还害怕烟花吗? Are you still afraid of fireworks now?
当然不会 No.
你知道你怎么说他的吗? Do you know what you said about him?
你说他跟我妈一样 He said, just like my mother?
没错 He does.
是吧 他确实说过类似的话 Doesn't he? He did say something, though.
没错 是当他..时说的 Yeah, it's when he, it's when he, he said it.
我忘了 I don't know.
再说一遍 Say it again.
能再见到你真是太好了 It's been so bloody lovely to see you again.
我们都不确定是否会再相见 但现在你就在面前 We weren't sure we ever would but here you are.
我在呢 Here I am.
记得再来 好吗 Come back soon, hm?
家里总会有人的 One of us will be in.
拜托 Please.
好的 我会的 Yeah, I will.
好 Good
怎么了吗 What's going on?
晚安 甜心 Good night, sweetheart.
晚安 儿子 再见 Good night, son. Bye.
-嗨喽 -嗨 -Hello. - Hi.
那天晚上的事我很抱歉 I'm really sorry about the other night.
哦 没关系 Oh, it's all right.
不必放在心上 Don't worry about it.
-再见 -再见 -See ya. -See ya.
其实我喜欢威士忌 I actually do like whiskey.
你想过来喝一杯吗 还是... Do you wanna have a drink, or?
-嗨喽 -嗨 -Hello. - Hi.
嗨? Hi?
要进来吗? Do you want to come in?
当然 Sure.
-想喝点什么吗? -嗯 -Do you want a drink? -Yeah.
你这儿有什么 What have you got?
有伏特加和一些啤酒 I've got vodka and some beer.
还有大麻 如果你想抽的话 some weed, if you prefer.
大麻更好 我戒酒了 Yeah. Weed's better. I'm off alcohol.
你喜欢住在这吗 Do you like living here?
我想我更喜欢有人入住的时候吧 I think I like it more when people move in.
如果有人会入住的话 If people move in.
你在附近有朋友吗 You got friends nearby?
没有 No.
没什么朋友 Not really.
-你呢? -我也一样 -Do you? -No, not really.
我大多数朋友都搬离了伦敦 Most of my friends have moved out of London.
他们想给自己孩子弄个花园 They want to have gardens for their kids.
或者离祖父母近点 这样可以有人帮忙照顾孩子 They want to be near their grandparents so they can look after their kids.
我猜你不想和他们一样搬走? I'm guessing you didn't want to move too?
呃 不想搬 Uh, no.
我去多尔金能做什么 What am I going to do in Dorking?
那里不适合我这种人 It's not for people like me.
我只是想问问你是不是酷儿 是吧? I'm just checking you are queer, right?
是的 Yeah.
那就好 That's good.
或者说同性恋 Or gay.
我不习惯叫自己酷儿 Queer, I'm not... I get used to calling myself.
"酷儿"一直以来都是贬称 Queer was always such an insult.
或许正因为此我们才这么厌恶'同性恋'吧 That's probably why we hate 'gay' so much now.
听起来总像是.. I mean, it was always like...
你的发型好gay Your haircut's gay.
沙发好gay The sofa's gay.
你的运动鞋好gay Your trainers are gay.
你的书包好gay Your school bag's gay.
酷儿听起来确实有礼貌一些 Queer does feel polite somehow, though.
就像是.. 恩.. You know, it's like, um...
说不清楚 I don't know.
像是嘴里所有的鸡巴都拔出来了 It's like all the dick-sucking's been taken out.
我猜你是一个人 I'm assuming you're not with anyone.
从没见过你和别人在一起 Never see you with anyone.
的确 No.
你经常一个人吗? You often single?
我经常一个人? Am I often single?
应该是吧 I suppose so, yeah.
- 你呢? - 我也是 - Are you? - Yeah. Yeah.
但不是因为不想尝试 But not for want of trying.
我可以吻你吗? How about I kiss you?
好啊 All right.
抱歉 Sorry.
没事吧? You all right?
没事 只是我好久没做了 No, yeah, just having a little... I haven't done this in a while.
我忘记该怎么呼吸了 I don't remember how to breathe.
好吧 Okay.
放轻松 It's okay.
好的 Okay.
还好吧? You all right?
这是你吗 Is this you?
是的吧 I'm afraid it is.
伙计 你真可爱 Man, you were cute.
我讨厌我的照片 I hate my photos.
我小时候很胖 I was a fat kid.
不过没人会问胖子"你怎么没有女朋友" But when you're a fat kid, no one asks why you don't have a girlfriend.
我们本可以成为朋友的 We'd have been friends for sure, though.
翘了足球课去偷看男生 Bunked off football to spy on the boys.
这是你爸吗 Is this your dad?
是 Yeah.
他很帅 He's handsome.
是啊 Yeah.
我在写有关他的故事 I'm trying to write about him at the moment.
这是你的工作吗 Is that what you do?
是的 Yeah.
写的怎么样 How's it going?
呃... Uh...
有些奇怪 Strangely.
我很少见我爸 I don't see my dad much.
你... Do you, uh...
你常见他们吗? Do you see yours, though?
见不到 他们过世了 No, they died.
他们在我12岁前就走了 Just before I was 12.
-他们都走了?-是的 -Both of them? -Yeah.
车祸 不是什么离奇的死法 A car crash. Not the most original of deaths.
我很抱歉 I'm really sorry.
没事 很久以前的事了 No, thanks. It was a long time ago.
这不是重点 Yeah, I don't think that matters.
我还想见你 I'd like to see you again.
好啊 Yeah, okay.
我可以留下过夜 如果你... I could stay the night if you...
我有更好的主意 How about actually better idea?
再择良夜 Not tonight.
好吗 Yeah?
不是 我其实很想再见你 No, no, I would like to see you again.
你不用解释 You don't need to explain.
好吧 Okay.
好的 Okay.
谢谢 Thanks.
亲爱的 你回来了 Sweetheart, you came back.
当然了 Of course I came back.
天啊 你全身湿透了 Jesus, you're sodden.
赶紧 全脱了 Come on, take it all off.
不要 我不脱衣服 No, I'm not taking my clothes off.
别犯傻 Don't be silly.
又没有外人 It's only me.
快点 举起手来 Come on, arms up.
我要把它们放进烘干机里 I'll put them in the dryer.
今天只有我在家 It's just me today.
没关系吧 Is that all right?
当然 没关系 Yeah, of course it is.
很好 Good.
我有好多问题想要知道 There's so much I want to know. I want to hear everything.
行了 上楼去 Right, go on, upstairs.
去换衣服 Get changed.
天啊 太激动了 My goodness, this is so exciting.
-你应该都穿不下了 是吗?-是的 -I suppose nothing's going to fit you anymore, is it? -Nope.
我给你拿了些你爸的衣服 Yeah, well, I brought you some of your dad's things instead.
好的 Okay.
把这些脱下来 我把它们一起烘干 Oh, look, come on, take these off as well, and I'll put them in to dry with the rest.
你确定不脱下来吗 亚当 Oh, will you take them off, Adam?
讲真的 Honestly.
天啊 看看你 God, look at you.
怎么? What?
你曾经只是一个孩子 You were just a boy.
现在却长这么大了 And now you're not.
是的 No.
外形虽然变了 但你还是你 You're totally different, but it's still you.
我以为你会长很多毛 像你爸一样 Well, I thought you'd be hairier. Like your dad.
好吧 抱歉 Okay, sorry.
我喜欢毛茸茸的胸 I like a hairy chest myself.
好吧 Okay.
你知道你让我想起了谁吗? Christ, you know who you remind me of?
谁? Uh, who?
你很像我父亲 You look just like my dad.
是吗 Did he?
嗯 Mm.
或者说是我小时候的记忆中他的模样 I remember him anyway when I was a little girl.
真不可思议 God, isn't that mad?
就像同时看到你们俩一样 It's like seeing you both at exactly the same time.
噢 Oh.
我做了你最爱的 I've made your favorite.
希望你的最爱没变 Well, I hope it's still your favorite.
我去泡杯茶 然后你就能跟我无话不谈了 I'll just go and pop the kettle on and then you can tell me everything.
不用盯着我 Don't stare at me.
好吧 Okay.
你爸爸叫我不要问 Now, your dad told me not to ask,
我没看到你有婚戒 and I don't see a wedding ring,
我猜你还没结婚 但你有女友吗? so I'm presuming you're not married, but have you got a girlfriend?
我觉得她应该是棕色头发 不太瘦 肯定很聪明 I'm picturing her with brown hair, not too skinny, smart, obviously.
对吗 Well?
对什么? Well, what?
你有吗? Do you?
我没有女友 I don't have a girlfriend, no.
可惜了 That's a shame.
我没有女友 是因为我不喜欢女孩儿 I don't have a girlfriend because I'm not into girls.
或是女人 Into women.
这是什么意思 What do you mean?
意思是.. I mean...
我是同志 I'm gay.
是指性取向障碍吗 As in homosexual?
以前是这样讲 是的 As in that, yeah.
真的? Really?
是的 Yeah.
什么时候开始的? Since when?
很久以前了 Since a long time.
多久了 How long?
永久 Forever.
你看起来不像变态 You don't look gay.
我不确定你是什么意思 Well, I'm not sure what that means.
就是那个意思 你知道那是什么意思 It means what it means. You know what it means.
我敢说你在庆幸自己不认识邻居 Well, I bet you're glad you don't know the neighbors now.
我承认我有点惊讶 I must admit, I'm a bit surprised.
我不确定自己该作何感想 I'm not really sure what I feel about it.
你从来都没怀疑过吗 What? You didn't think it would be a possibility?
当然没有 No, of course not.
哪个父母会这么想自己的孩子? 我反正不认识这样的 What parent wants to think that about their child? No parent I know.
我能接受... Well, I'm very okay with it, so...
别人不恶心你吗? Aren't people nasty to you?
不 不会 No, no.
时代已经不同了 Things are different now.
所以别人不会恶心你? Well, they aren't nasty?
公开大声讲的很少了 Not out loud, anyway.
大家都知道吗 Does everybody know?
你都跟别人说了吗 I mean, are you open about it?
我意思是 在大街上 书店里也公开吗 I mean, I don't know, down the high street, at WHSmiths?
这要看是哪条街 Well, it depends on the street.
不过没错 Yeah.
大家都知道 大家都接受 Everybody knows. Everyone's fine.
那你不想结婚生子吗? Well, don't you want to get married and have kids?
我可以有孩子 I can have kids.
男人和男人也能结婚 Men can marry.
女人也一样 Women, too.
彼此之间都能? What, to each other?
没错 Yeah.
为什么? Why?
什么为什么? What do you mean, why?
这不就像既要熊掌 又要鱼吗 Well, isn't that like having your cake and eating it?
那你想要结婚生子吗 So, do you want to get married and have kids?
我不知道 I don't know.
很长一段时间内 我都不会结婚 It wasn't a possibility for such a long time,
为了结婚生子去浪费人生 也不值得 I didn't think it was worth the effort of wanting to get married and have kids.
你还好吗 You okay?
嗯 很好 Mm, fine.
真的吗 Sure?
我想我从没懂你那奇怪小脑袋里到底在想什么 I suppose I never did know what was going on in that odd little head of yours.
你老喜欢往外跑 You were always running away.
还记得吗? Do you remember?
嗯 Yeah.
有次你都自个跑到了火车站 It was that time that you got as far as the train station,
但你把钱弄丢了 买不了票 but then you'd lost your money, and so you couldn't buy a ticket.
你还记得吗? Do you remember that?
记得 Yes.
还是姥姥给的五英镑钞票 It was Granny's five pound note.
没错 就是那次 Yeah, that was it.
你当时想去哪儿? Where were you hoping to go?
我不知道 I don't know.
伦敦 大概吧 London. I guess.
伦敦? London?
还有一次 你一直走到了后院尽头 Or there was that time that you got as far as the bottom of the garden,
却被旧奶瓶割伤了拇指 but then you cut your thumb on an old milk bottle,
你畏畏缩缩地跑回来 and you came running back up all sheepish,
衬衫上全是血 不停地敲着窗户 blood all over your shirt, and you were banging and banging
想要我放你进去 on that window to be let in.
是的 Yeah.
就是这儿 There it is.
这儿 Just.
他们说那是一种孤独无比的生活 They say it's a very lonely kind of life.
已经没人这么说了 They don't actually say that anymore.
所以你不孤单? So you're not lonely?
即使孤单 也不是因为我是同志 If I am, it's not because I'm gay.
不完全是 Not really.
不完全是? Not really?
那还有那些可怕、恐怖的绝症呢? Oh, God, and what about this awful, ghastly disease?
我看过新闻 上面墓碑林立 怪吓人的 I've seen the adverts on the, on the news, and with the gravestone.
我应该担心这些吗 Should I be worried about that?
不用 天哪 No. Jesus.
现在一切都不同了 Everything is different now.
一切都不一样了 Everything is different.
好吧 我想我也不会知道这些事 Well, I guess I wouldn't know about that.
你衣服应该干了 Your clothes will be dry now.
你想的话 可以带上这些烤饼 You can take these flapjacks with you if you want.
我不吃这个 I won't be eating them.
怎么了? What's wrong?
额 没什么 Um, I'm okay.
只是.. 有点发冷 Just, just got a bit of a chill.
真的? Really?
你发烧了 You're hot.
嗯 Yeah.
我只是.. I was just, I was just,
刚刚被雨淋到了 I just got caught in the rain.
好吧 Okay.
要不我给你洗个热水澡? Well, why don't I run you a hot bath?
我奶奶说没有什么问题是热水澡不能解决的 My nan says there's literally nothing a hot bath couldn't solve.
我不太喜欢洗澡 I don't really like baths.
胡讲 Fuck off.
谁不喜欢洗澡? Who doesn't like baths?
不用在我面前害羞 You don't need to be shy around me.
确实 Yes.
说起来容易做起来难 That's easier said than done.
- 你想让我闭上眼睛吗? - 是的 快点吧 -Would you like me to close my eyes? -Yes, please.
好些了吗? Better?
是的 Yeah.
我今天一直在想你 I've been thinking about you a whole heap today.
想什么 What.
我想过在周五晚上和你一起看烂剧 I was thinking about watching crappy TV with you on a Friday night.
坐在你家沙发上吃着外卖 Eating takeaway on your sofa.
观看我出生前的老剧《流行金曲》 Watching old episodes of Top of the Pops from before I was born.
我也有想别的事 Thought about something else, too.
比如操你 Thought about fucking you.
当真? Really?
嗯 Yeah.
或者你操我 角色无所谓 Or you fucking me, I don't really care which.
你想吗 Are you into to that?
想 Yeah.
不想也没关系 It's okay if you're not real.
我们不必沉迷于做爱 Don't need to be into fucking.
我已经很久没做过了 I wasn't for the longest time.
原因很明显 For obvious reasons.
什么明显的原因? Obvious reasons?
我怕如果我和别人做了爱 I felt that if I fucked anyone,
我就会得艾而死 I'd die of AIDS.
你可能很难理解 It's probably pretty difficult for you to imagine.
也不尽然 Well, not at all.
前些天你说你很少见你爸 You said the other day you don't see your dad much.
嗯 Yeah.
那你妈呢? How about your mom?
也是一样 Yeah, same.
为什么这样? How come?
他们知道你是同性恋吗 They know you're queer?
嗯 当然 Yeah, of course.
他们对此没意见吗? They're okay with it?
嗯 Yeah.
没什么 Okay.
但他们相当守旧 But they're pretty old-school.
可能没有大家想的那么接受 Probably less okay than everyone's meant to be.
他们差不多算是习惯了 They've got used to it, sort of.
只要我不多说什么话就行 Just don't say too much.
可以说 我已经.. You could say that I have
游离到了边缘 drifted to the edge.
或者几乎越过了边缘 Or right up to the edge, almost.
快要掉出去 Over the edge.
这是什么意思 What's that mean?
我是家里的边缘人物 Yeah, I'm the edge of the family.
我姐姐和她的孩子们 My sister and her kids.
刚结婚的哥哥 My older brother just got married.
他们都在中间的那个位置 They've all got this spot in the center.
不过没关系 That's okay.
为什么没关系 Why is it okay?
因为.. Because.
我不常回家 I don't go home much.
家会是你的伤心地吗 Does that make you sad?
这也在所难免 No, I think it's just inevitable, really.
为什么 Why?
我一直觉得自己在家里算是个陌生人 I've always felt like a stranger in my own family.
之后的.. And then...
出柜只是给了一直有的差异一个姓名 coming out just puts a name to that difference. It's always been there.
它是不会消失的 It's only endless.
这不是任何人的错 It's not really anyone's fault.
怎么了 What's wrong?
挺有趣的 It's funny.
虽然现在情况确实好多了 Things are better now. Of course they are.
但一点点刺激就能让过去的痛苦重新浮现 It doesn't take much to make you feel the way you felt.
又回到被划伤的那一天 如此反复 Back there again. Skin all raw.
我还烧吗 Am I still hot?
还有一点 Just a little.
你要留下来过夜吗? You gonna stay the night?
她很快就回来 I'm sure she won't be long.
没事 It's okay.
我只是想和她聊聊 I just wanted to talk to her.
我知道你会的 Yeah, I know you did.
这是你爷爷的最爱 This was your granddad's favorite.
我以前不是很喜欢它 但... I never really liked it much at the time, but...
时间久了也有点儿喜欢了 it's grown on me.
把这个破雕像打碎 If you want to see your mom really lose her shit,
你就能看到你妈发疯了 go ahead and break that bloody thing.
来吧 孩子 坐下吧 Come on then, lads. Sit yourself down.
她跟你说了 然后呢? Well she told you then?
害怕你不会回来 Scared you wouldn't come back.
但你也知道你妈 But you know what your mom's like.
别对她太失望 Don't be too disappointed in her.
我没有失望 No, I'm not.
她需要花点儿时间重新整理一下头绪 She just needs to rearrange some things in her head
毕竟她在脑子里构想了那么多你的故事 and all the stories that she's built up.
很快她就会意识到这一切其实与她无关 She'll soon realize it's not actually about her.
你呢? What about you?
我吗? What about me?
你怎么想的? What do you think?
这并不令人震惊 I mean, it was hardly a shock.
我一直都觉得你像比比多味豆（多味且古怪的糖豆） I always knew you were a bit tooty fruity.
不管我教你多少次 你都不会扔球 Couldn't throw a ball for shit no matter how many times I tried to teach you.
什么都不会 Couldn't for shit.
也做不到 Couldn't do it.
你说的我像是扶不起的阿斗 You make me sound like a horrible cliche.
那你会投球吗? Well, can you throw a ball?
不会 Not at all.
那不就得了 Well, there you go.
你希望我知道吗 Would you have liked me to have known?
我不知道 I don't know.
我常在你放学后听到你在房中哭泣 I would hear you crying in your room after school.
你那时候被同学欺负了吗 Did the boys bully you then?
不只是同学 Not just the boys.
他们做了什么? What would they do?
哦 比如喊我姑娘 Oh, call me a girl.
孤立我 Ignore me.
排挤我 Refuse to play with me.
把我的头按进马桶 Stick my head down the toilet.
用笔在我脸上画王八 Flick drawing pens in my face.
果然 Exactly.
小孩子都是些混账 不是吗 Kids are such little cunts, aren't they?
你都听到我哭了 为什么不到我房间来? So why didn't you come into my room if you heard me crying?
你为什么不告诉我学校发生的事呢? Why didn't you tell me what was happening at school?
你先回答我 You know, you answer me first.
说实话 Be honest.
我不想把你想作是那种 I just didn't want to think of you as the
会被别的男生欺负的软弱男孩 kind of boy that the other lads would pick on.
如果我在你的学校 我可能也会找你的茬 And I knew that if I was at your school I'd probably have picked on you too.
是啊 我想我一直.. Yeah, I think I always
也都是这么想的 probably thought that anyway.
也许这就是为什么我从没告诉过你我的遭遇 Probably why I didn't tell you what was happening to me at school.
她告诉我这事儿的时候 You know, when she told me
我确实想起我们曾经开过的一些玩笑 It did make me think about other jokes that we make.
比如我们以前模仿你的国语老师 Yeah, well, we used to do impressions of your English teacher
用他的兰花指走路的样子 mincing around with his limp wrists.
你不停地告诫我 You told me not to cross my legs
不要像女人那样盘腿 like a woman over and over
一遍又一遍 and over again.
我有吗? Did I?
是的 每次.. Yeah, I still.
每次我盘腿的时候 I still think about it
我都会想起这事 every time I cross my legs.
我也有美好的回忆 I have good memories too.
是吗 希望如此 Yeah, I hope so.
最好是这样 我希望有 I hope so. I hope you did.
哈哈 Ha, ha.
还记得你以前很喜欢装饰圣诞树吗? Remember you used to love decorating the tree?
你对此痴迷不已 You went crazy for it
每年都是如此 every year.
而且你总是让我把仙女放到树顶上 And you'd always let me put the fairy on top of the tree.
你哭的时候我没能走进你的房间 我很愧疚 Sorry I never came in your room when you were crying.
没关系了 真的 No, really, it's okay.
肯定很难受 是吧 It's not good, really, is it?
爸 不讲了 已经过去那么久了 Dad. I get it. It was so long.
已经过去那么久了 It was so long ago.
别讲了 Stop.
我可以抱你吗 Can I hug you now?
可以 谢谢 Yeah, please.
你没事了 儿子 You're all right, son.
没事了 You're all right.
在这之后 After this,
我想要出去 I want to go out.
你和我 You and me.
一起.. Together.
进入这个世界 Into the world.
你喝什么? What do you drink?
一小杯啤酒 Uh... A pint.
我好久没有过这种感觉了 Fuck me. I've missed this feeling.
我听不清 I can't hear you.
你跳舞吗 Do you dance?
当然啦 如果我喝得足够醉的话 Of course. If I'm wasted enough.
那就一起喝得烂醉吧 Then let's get wasted enough.
你从哪儿弄的这个 Where'd you get this?
从我钱包里 Out of my wallet.
鬼知道我是从哪儿弄的 Fuck knows all that's been there.
应该是K粉（有致幻作用） I think that's Ketamine.
当真? Oh, really?
嗯 你以前吸过吗? Have you done it before?
没有 No.
你得照看好我 You gonna look after me?
我尽力 I did my best.
好吧 Okay.
「背景音乐：Blur - Death Of A Party 该曲于1997年创作，并非80年代金曲，时间暗示着故事年代」
「背景音乐：Always On My Mind - Pet Shop Boys 声音源自1987年12月25日圣诞节BBC《流行金曲》节目」
怎么了 亚当? Adam, What's wrong?
怎么这么烫 Oh, you're really hot.
他烧的很厉害 Oh, he's really hot.
哈? Huh?
来吧 Here you go.
挤一挤 让一让 Squeeze in, squeeze in, squeeze in.
在那孤独寂寞的时刻 ..maybe I didn't hold you.
可能我没能在你身旁 All those lonely, lonely times.
我想我从没跟你讲过 And I guess I never told you.
有你在身边时我有多幸福 I'm so happy that you're mine.
倘若我让你觉得我没将你放在第一位 If I made you feel the second best.
请让我为我的愚昧糊涂说声抱歉 I'm so sorry I was blind.
我无时无刻都惦念着你 You were always on my mind.
你一直在我脑海里挥之不去 You were always on my mind.
请告诉我 Tell me.
告诉我你还爱着我 tell me that your sweet love hasn't died.
请你再给我 Give me
再给我一次机会让你满意 one more chance to keep you satisfied.
让你满意 Satisfied.
好了 站一起 Okay, get together.
准备好了吗 Yeah, you ready?
我打算按了 好的 准备 I'm going to press it. Okay, let's go.
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
这是真实的吗? Is this real?
感觉是真实的吗? Does it feel real?
是的 Yeah.
这就行了 There you go then.
这能持续多久呢? For how long, though?
我没法回答 I can't answer that.
我们没法决定什么时候结束 I suppose we don't get to decide when it's over.
你现在不是要出去吧 对吗? You're not going out now, are you?
去哪儿? Where would we go?
沃尔什家 The Walsh's.
沃尔什? The Walsh's?
沃尔什家 The Walsh's.
不 不要 等一下 No, no. Wait.
答应我 你哪儿也不去 Promise me you're not going to go out now.
我答应你 I promise.
我们就在隔壁睡觉 We're just going to be asleep next door.
好吗 Right?
好好睡一觉吧 Get some sleep.
亲爱的 怎么了吗 What is it? Sweatheart.
我睡不着 I can't sleep.
你要过来睡吗? Do you want to get in?
可以吗 Can I?
当然可以 Of course you can.
这里闻起来跟以前一样 It still smells the same in here.
你每晚都悄悄溜进来 说你睡不着 You'd creep in here night after night saying you couldn't sleep.
你总会害怕一些东西 You're always scared of something.
杀手闯入 狂犬病 或者核战争 Murderers breaking in, or rabies, or nuclear war.
现在还会有人得狂犬病吗? Do people still get rabies?
没多少 No.
我以前多盼望你快长大 这样我才能睡个好觉 I was desperate for you to grow up just so I could get a good night's sleep.
对不起 Sorry.
什么对不起? What are you sorry for?
该对不起的是我 I'm the sorry one.
我应该珍惜你让我抓狂的日子 I should have relished you driving me bananas.
你去了哪儿 Where did you go?
在那事儿之后 You know, afterwards.
和姥姥住一起 Lived with Granny.
她带我去了都柏林 She took me to Dublin.
也对 我也是这么想的 Yeah, I thought so.
你为什么不和你爸那边的亲戚住一起? Why didn't you live with his lop?
为什么不和你奶奶一起住 Why didn't you live with Granny May?
他们说她太伤心了 They said she was too heartbroken.
因为什么? About what?
她失去了儿子 Well, she'd lost her son.
我懂了 我母亲对失去独生女无所谓 Oh, I see. But my mother was fine about losing her only daughter.
不 不是 No, no.
她也不好过 She was not fine.
我不敢相信她都能照顾你 而我却不能 I just can't believe that she got to look after you and I didn't.
他们现在还健在吗? Are any of them still around now?
应该不在了 是吧 They wouldn't be, would they?
你和姥姥相处得怎么样 And how did you get on over there with Mum?
你在新学校里融入得好吗 Did you manage to fit in better at school?
我表现都不错 I made sure I did.
我讨厌自己没能在你最需要时陪伴在你身边 I hate that we weren't around when you needed us the most, sweetheart.
我更讨厌 And I hate even more
自己以前没有好好陪过你 that I wasn't there before then. Not really.
不会 没这回事 No, that's not true.
得了 Oh, come on.
我很难评为年度最佳母亲 不是吗? I was hardly mother of the year, was I?
但我愿意相信 假以时日 我能做个更好的母亲 But I like to think that I would have got better at it in time.
如果能有更多时间的话 In no given time.
我十多岁的时候 You know, when I was a teenager,
甚至再大一些 or even later,
二十多岁的时候 into my twenties,
我会把所有事情都谋划出来 I used to plot it all out.
你的意思是? Do you mean?
那些我们本可以一起做的事情 What we might have done together.
所有细节都详尽无遗 All in intricate detail.
在威特吉夫特中心过生日 Trips to the Witt Gift Centre for Birthdays.
去伦敦旅行 You know, trips to London.
参观天文馆 The planetarium.
还有伦敦地牢 The London Dungeon.
噢 我一直想去那儿 Oh, I always wanted to go there.
我知道 I know.
还有我们一起度假 Or holidays that we might have gone on together.
有计划去迪士尼吗? Oh, did we make it to Disneyland?
有的 We did.
那时我十四岁 When I was fourteen.
雨下个不停 It rained non-stop.
迪士尼关闭了太空山 And they shut down Space Mountain.
我们每天都吵架 And we fought every day.
我们为什么要吵架 Why did we have to fight?
因为那个年纪的孩子都是这么对父母的 Because that's what everyone did with their parents.
他们争吵不休 假装彼此毁了对方生活 They fought and bickered and pretended that they were ruining each other's lives.
我们和好了吗 Did we make up?
不 我们不需要和好 No, we didn't need to make up.
我们会一直在一起 We were together.
所以.. So...
是这样子的吗 妈妈? Is that it, Mum?
你还好吗? You okay?
不好 No.
没事了 儿子 You're okay, son.
没事了 You're okay.
你怎么在这儿 What are you doing here?
你不应该在这儿的 You're not supposed to be here.
-今天星期几? -星期天 -What day is it? -Sunday.
别蒙我 怎么还是星期天 Oh, come on. Why is it still Sunday?
你在酒吧里不停地呼喊你的父母 You kept screaming out for your parents over and over again in the club.
我不知道该怎么办 And I didn't know what to do.
所以我只能.. So I just...
把你带回这里 陪着你直到你睡着 took you back here and there until you fell asleep.
你看起来很害怕 You looked so scared.
过来抱紧我 Here, come here.
天哪 Oh, dear God.
我在这儿 没事儿了 I'm here. It's okay.
你安全了 You're okay.
他们出去的那天晚上 I was sleeping in their bed
我睡在他们的床上 the night they went out.
本来准备要和他们一起去的 I was meant to go with them
去参加沃尔什家的圣诞酒会 to Christmas drinks at the Walsh's
大约是在午夜 around midnight.
两个警察敲开我家的门 Two police came to the door,
一男一女 a man and a woman.
男警察有着慈祥的美丽眼睛 还有浓密的深色胡茬 He had really beautiful, kind eyes and this thick, dark stubble.
看着像是画出来的 It looked like it had been drawn on.
车子在结了暗冰的路面上打滑了 The car skidded on black ice.
他们俩都喝了酒 Both of them had been drinking.
我爸当场死亡 他们把我妈送到了.. Dad was killed right away, but they took Mum to
克罗伊登的圣玛丽医院 St Mary's in Croydon
几天后 她也走了 and she died a few days later.
你见到她了吗? Did you get to see her?
什么意思? What do you mean?
你说跟她告别吗? Did you say goodbye?
嗯 是的 Mm-hmm, yeah.
没有 No.
姥姥告诉我 画面太惨烈 My granny told it would be too scarring.
我妈在撞上挡风玻璃时 Mum went through the windscreen
撞飞了一只眼球 and she lost an eye,
面目全非 so she was pretty fucked up.
天啊 Jesus.
我还去找那只眼球了 I went looking for that eye.
我也不懂为什么 I don't know why.
我不想让别人找到它 I didn't want anyone else to find it.
我还以为它会在路边呢 I thought it would be on the side of the road.
这么盯着我看 Staring up at me.
嗨 Hi.
我确实找到了挡风玻璃的一个小碎片 I did find a tiny piece of the windscreen glass then.
我印象里上面还有血迹 In my head it had blood on it.
但也许我记错了 but maybe that's not true.
护士说我妈在走之前 The nurse said that Mum woke up
曾经醒过来一次 just before she died.
她醒来时一定很困惑 It must have been so confusing.
世界一片漆黑 You can hardly see.
我爸不在身边 Dad wasn't there.
我也不在她身边 I wasn't there.
难以想象你是怎么熬过来的 I can't even begin to imagine how you felt.
你一定很孤独 How lonely you must have been.
是的 但我... Yeah, but I...
我一直都感到孤独.. I'd always felt lonely...
事情发生以前也是一样 Even before.
但这是一种新的感觉 This was a new feeling.
就像是 呃.. Like, uh...
无声的恐惧 terror.
好像我现在将会.. that like I'd always...
永远独自一人 be alone now.
然后随着我年龄的增长 And then, as I got older,
那种感觉就像是.. that feeling just...
凝固了 solidified.
它没有散开.. It just... uh... just a knot...
一直缠绕在这打结 here all the time.
失去他们后 其他东西就把我缠住了 And then losing them, I just got tangled up with all the other stuff.
比如同志身份 Like being gay,
感觉就像.. just feeling like...
未来没有意义 the future doesn't matter.
这样说得通吧? Does that make sense?
是啊.. Yeah...
我知道放弃自己能有多么容易 I know how easy it can be to stop caring about yourself.
你会跟我一起来吗 Will you come with me?
去哪儿? Where to?
让我带你去看 Just let me show you.
这是谁的房子 Whose house is this?
我父母的 My parents'.
是吗? Yeah?
现在是谁住在这儿 Who lives here now? It's okay.
没事 别担心 It's okay. Don't worry.
有人吗? Hello?
亚当 Adam.
有人吗? Hello?
- 他们人呢 - 你在说谁 -Where are they? -Who?
有人在吗? Hello?
是谁? Who?
我父母 My parents.
这是我们的房子 This is our house.
这里是厨房 This is our kitchen.
墙纸也没变 This is our wallpaper.
还有桌子 我们每周五晚上都会在那张桌子旁吃炸鱼薯条 That's our table, where we had fish and chips every Friday night,
这样我妈就能假装仍是天主教徒 so my mother could pretend we were still Catholic.
亚当 我想回家 Adam, I want to go home.
让我带你回家 Let me take you home.
- 这就是我的家 - 不 这是你以前的家 -This is my home. -No, it used to be.
-妈妈 爸爸 -亚当 听着 -Mom, Dad! -Adam! Adam, listen.
让我带你回家吧 Let me take you home.
你自己回吧 You go home.
我不回去 I'm not going.
他们人呢 Where are they?
妈！爸！ Mom, Dad!
你看到他们了么? Can you see them?
放我进去 Let me in.
拜托 Please.
拜托让我进去 Please let me in.
请让我进去 Please let me in.
为什么不让我们进去? Why didn't you let us in?
他在哪儿? Where is he?
哈利在这吗? Is harry here?
不在 No.
不过 我们确实见到他了 We did see him though.
我想让你们和他见面 I wanted you to meet him.
我知道 但我觉得这样行不通 I know, but I don't think this works like that.
他看起来是个英俊的小伙子 He looks like a handsome fella though.
他是你特别的朋友吗? Is he your special friend?
你是说我男友吗 Do you mean my boyfriend?
你在问他是我男友吗? Is he my boyfriend?
你可以这么问的 you could say it.
好吧 Okay.
那他是你男友吗? Well, is he your boyfriend?
说不清楚 I don't know.
你爱他吗 Are you in love with him?
这有什么奇怪的吗 Why is that so strange?
我不清楚 我以前从未谈过恋爱 I don't know. I've never been in love before, so...
没曾爱过 Not really.
所以这次.. So this...
我也不确定这种感觉是什么 I don't know if this is it.
哦 亲爱的 Oh Sweetheart.
虽然.. Well, he..
你老爸不怎么聪明 Well, he certainly seems to care about you a whole heap.
但也能看出他真的很在乎你 In my not-so-humble opinion.
你想和他相爱吗? Do you think you'd like to be in love with him?
孩子.. Son...
- 我觉得我们要... - 不要 -I think we need to... -No.
打住 Don't say it.
不要说出来 Please don't say it.
我们只能这么做 We have to.
我和你妈妈.. Me and your mum...
我们认为你最好不要再来看我们了 We think that it's best you don't come visit us anymore.
我敢肯定你会.. Just gonna keep coming and coming.
像这样不停地过来 I know you are.
我们能看出这对你的影响 And we can see what this is doing to you.
不会有什么影响 It's not doing anything to me.
是有的 Yes, it is.
我不能再让你继续了 I won't let you move on.
好吧 我可以少来 Okay, well, I'll come less.
我每年来一次 就圣诞的时候回来 I'll come once a year. I'll come at Christmas.
别这样 孩子 Come on, lad.
你知道这样是不会长久的 You have to have known that this wasn't gonna last forever.
我没要求天长地久 I'm not asking for it to last forever.
我就是... I'm just...
觉得还不够久 It hasn't been long enough.
还远远不够 It hasn't been close to long enough.
我懂 但万事皆有尽头 不是么 I know, but it never could be, could it?
嘿 这样子 Hey, listen.
我有个主意 I've got an idea.
不如... How's about...
我们去你最喜欢的地方怎么样？ How's about we got your favourite place in the whole bloody world?
我肯定它还开着 I'm sure it's still open.
仅次于迪士尼 Next best thing to Disneyland.
还巨便宜 It's fucking cheaper, too.
怎么样 What do you think?
我们要一份家庭套餐 Can we get the family special?
这个套餐分量很大哦 It's a lot of food.
没问题 That's OK.
-我不是很饿 -我也是 - I'm not really hungry. - Me neither.
我有问题想问 I want to ask something.
-天啊 别问了 -我要问 - God, no, don't ask him. - I'm going to ask him.
我们走的快吗? Was it quick?
神啊 我叫你不要问了 Oh, Jesus, I told you not to ask.
你不想知道? You not want to know?
要是又慢又极为痛苦怎么办? But what if it was slow and horribly painful?
-有什么区别? -区别很大 -What difference does it make? -It's a big difference.
很快的 It was quick.
-是吗? -是的 -Was it? -Yeah.
我俩都是? For both of us?
没错 Mm-hmm.
你看起来不确定 No, you don't seem sure.
别对我说谎 Don't be fibbing now.
很快 It was quick.
真的很快 It was really quick.
哦 好吧 Oh, OK.
多少让人松了口气 不是吗 Yeah, well, that's a relief, isn't it? Sort.
这事儿一直在我脑海回荡 It's been playing on my mind, that is.
你觉得我们应该互相说点什么? What do you think we should say to each other?
我不确定我有什么智慧可以分享 I'm not sure I have much wisdom to share.
也许.. I don't know, maybe..
年纪比我们大的亚当 可以和我们分享一些事 Adam, being older, should be sharing some with us.
我们也可以什么都不说 Maybe we shouldn't say anything.
也可以 Maybe.
不过我得说 认识你让我们很骄傲 儿子 Although I will say that getting to know you has made us very proud, son.
我没做什么值得骄傲的事 I haven't done anything to be proud of.
我顶多是勉强混日子 I've just muddled through.
但你熬过来了 No, but you got through it.
经历了那么多异常艰难的时期 Some tough times, I'm sure.
你活了下来 And you're still here.
这就是我们所骄傲的 It's what we're proud of.
爸 Dad.
留下来 Stay.
留下吧 Stay.
再多呆一会儿 Stay a bit longer.
可能不太行了 I don't think so.
我爱你 亲爱的 I love you, darling.
是吗 You do?
有时我也不确定 Sometimes I wasn't so sure.
无论我们曾经有过什么问题 我都高兴能和你一起走最后一程 Whatever problems we had, I'm glad we got to be together at the end.
我知道我一直不擅表达 I know I was never good at saying it.
话到嘴边口难开 I just couldn't get the words out.
但我真的爱你 But I do love you very much.
不知何故 认识你后 爱愈加强烈 Somehow, even more, now that I know you.
你一定要相信我 It's important that you believe me.
我信 I do.
我也很爱你 I know I love you very much.
爸? Dad?
爸 你能听到我吗? Dad, did you hear that?
亚当 你在吗? Adam, are you there?
我看不到你 为什么我看不见? I can't see you. Why can't I see you?
妈妈 我在啊 I'm here, Mum.
哦 你在这儿 Oh, there you are.
我能感受到你 I can feel you.
你的皮肤细腻又温暖 Your skin's lovely and warm.
你听好 Now, you listen.
答应我 你会试着跟那个哈利男孩相处 You promised me that you're going to try with this Harry boy.
好 Yeah.
我很喜欢他 I'd have liked him.
我很确定 I know it.
不过你要注意多照顾他 He might need a bit of taking care of, might you?
他的面容看起来是如此悲伤 He's got such a sad face.
你听到了吗? Do you hear me?
嗯 嗯 我听着呢 Yeah, yeah. I hear you.
那就好 That's good.
希望你们能让彼此都更快乐一些 I hope you make each other a bit happier.
多么温柔善良的男孩啊 Such a kind and gentle boy.
-请享用 -谢谢 -Enjoy. -Thank you.
哈利? Harry?
你下来我这儿做什么? What are you doing down here?
我来找你 I came to find you.
你为什么要来这儿? Why are you here?
我和他们道别后 就来找你了 I said goodbye to them, so I came to see you.
没事了 It's okay.
但有事 不是吗 It's not okay, though, is it?
那天晚上我好害怕 I was so scared that night.
我不过是不想一个人 I just needed to not be alone.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我当时有被吓到 I was too scared.
所以错过了你 To let you in.
我在里面 是吗 I'm in there, aren't I?
我们上去吧 Let's just go upstairs.
不 不 不 No, no, no, no, no.
你只需要回答我 好吗 I just need you to tell me, okay?
因为我能闻到.. Because I can smell it.
我都能在喉咙里尝到那股味道了 I can taste it in my throat.
为什么没人发现我? How come no one found me?
我爸妈为什么不来找我 Well, it was my mum and my dad.
我来找你了 I found you.
但我不.. No, but I...
亚当 我不想让你看到我在里面的样子 Adam, I don't want you to see me like that in there.
你不在里面 你不在里面 You're not in there. You're not in there.
你不在里面 You're not in there.
你在这儿呀 You're here.
你在这儿 You're here.
你就在这儿 You're here.
和我在一起 With me.
我们上楼去吧 Let's just go upstairs.
我见到她了 I saw her, you know.
你妈妈 Your mum.
还有你爸 在房子里 Your dad, too. At the house.
他们也见到你了 They saw you, too.
- 是吗 - 是的 -They did? - Uh hmm
我爸说你是个英俊的帅小伙 My dad said you were a handsome fellow.
他们很喜欢你 They loved you.
两人都喜欢 They both would.
太好了 That's good.
你想说的话 说出来了吗？ Did you get to say what you wanted to say?
我不知道 但我得以和他们相聚 I don't know. I got to be with them.
你们能聚在一起真好 It's good that you're all together.
嗯 Yeah.
我好害怕 I'm scared.
我知道 I know.
但我会在这儿陪着你 But I'm here with you.
别再让它们纠缠打结了 Don't let this get tangled up again.
-让我抱紧你 -好 -Okay, come on. -Okay.
太寂静了 It's so quiet.
我一直没法忍受这地方的寂静 I never could stand how quiet this place was.
放首音乐吧 Will you put a record on?
-你想听哪首? -你来选 -What would you like? -You choose.
我会保护你免受魔爪伤害 I'll protect you from the Hooded Claw.
让吸血鬼远离你的门口 Keep the vampires from your door.
「这两句台词亦是片尾曲： The Power Of Love - Frankie Goes to Hollywood 的歌词」
♪ 内心如同烈火 ♪ ♪ Feels like fire ♪
♪ 我深深爱着你 ♪ ♪ I'm so in love with you ♪
♪ 梦想犹如天使 ♪ ♪ Dreams are like angels ♪
♪ 守护我们远离邪恶 ♪ ♪ They keep bad at bay, bat at bay ♪
♪ 爱似光辉，驱散一切黑暗 ♪ ♪ Love is the light scaring darkness away ♪
♪ 我深深爱着你 ♪ ♪ I'm so in love with you ♪
♪ 净化了灵魂 ♪ ♪ Purge the soul ♪
♪ 让爱深根至心 ♪ ♪ Make love your goal ♪
♪ 爱之力量 ♪ ♪ The power of love ♪
♪ 自天而降 ♪ ♪ A force from above ♪
♪ 洗净我的灵魂 ♪ ♪ Cleaning my soul ♪
♪ 欲望如火焰般燃烧 ♪ ♪ Flame on burn desire, love ♪
♪ 火舌热吻相贴 ♪ ♪ with tongues of fire ♪
♪ 净化了心灵 ♪ ♪ Purge the soul ♪
♪ 以爱为终 ♪ ♪ Make love your goal ♪
♪ 我会保护你免受魔爪伤害 ♪ ♪ I'll protect you from the hooded claw. ♪
♪ 让吸血鬼远离你的门口 ♪ ♪ Keep the vampires from your door ♪
♪ 当困境降临 ♪ ♪ When the chips are down ♪
♪ 我将守在你身边 用我永恒且不惧死亡的爱来爱你 ♪ ♪ I'll be around with my undying death defying love for you. ♪
♪ 世俗嫉仇 只会自伤 ♪ ♪ Envy will hurt itself ♪
♪ 尽管释放你的美丽 ♪ ♪ Let yourself be beautiful ♪
♪ 闪耀的爱之花朵，珍珠和美丽女孩们 ♪ ♪ Sparkling love flowers and pearls and pretty girls ♪
♪ 爱犹如无尽能量 ♪ ♪ Love is like an energy ♪
♪ 在我心中奔腾涌动 ♪ ♪ Rushing in, rushing inside of me ♪
♪ 爱之力量 ♪ ♪ The power of love ♪
♪ 自天而降 ♪ ♪ A force from above ♪
♪ 洗净我的灵魂 ♪ ♪ Cleaning my soul ♪
♪ 欲望如火焰般燃烧 ♪ ♪ Flame on burn desire, love ♪
♪ 火舌热吻相贴 ♪ ♪ with tongues of fire ♪
♪ 净化了心灵 ♪ ♪ Purge the soul ♪
♪ 以爱为终 ♪ ♪ Make love your goal ♪